Thursday, December 29, 2011

There's this thing called I'm going crazy

I'm beginning to feel feelings that are all too familiar

both welcome and unwelcome.

It's nearly 11 pm and I have the sudden urge to go on a walk.

I wish I could, but there's no way anyone would let me
It's dark, it's late, and I'm a girl (sometimes I regale myself with thoughts of what my life would be like as a male).

But no.

And I fear it in a small way that seems to grow with every thought.

There's no snow to hide me.

I already went on two walks today

two and a half hours

and an hour and a half...


and I need another one. Right now

But I can't.


But I need it.

My brain feels tingly.

I don't like it.

No comments: