A girl who works in the administration office at the library saw me at the Mideau/Polytype/Richie Kissinger show.
We talked for a while and she asked me if I was artistic, because I "have an artsy look" about me. Sadly, I had to tell her no. I have none art skills. Boo. She went on to ask me if I was a musician. Again, I said no. I play a little guitar and sing. I'm not sure I qualify as a musician.
Some random kid from my high school came up and asked me if I was playing in the show. When I said no he said "But you're in a band, right?" again I said no.
After Katie and I got settled in behind the merch table for the night, Spencer asked me what I was up to with my music/singing. I told him there wasn't anything, really. When he asked why not I said I didn't have a whole lot to go off of.
what is wrong with me, people?
As soon as I sort of settle into the idea of doing something besides music everyone decides that I should be doing it. And then I feel like a directionless slacker.
but also it spurs me on. Like maybe I might do something with "my music".
If I ever talk myself into actually letting anyone hear it...
it's a journey, or something.